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Name: Elyson
Gender: Male
Interests: learning, comics, drawing, reading, APHIO, traveling, history nerding, video games, playing Magic cards, law, world domination.
Expertise: "Girls only want boyfriends with great skills" -Napoleon Dynamite
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  ElysiumZS
Member Since:
10/23/2003
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| shit is getting too real.
seeing people grow up.
seeing people grow older. seeing people grow even older.
seeing new children born.
seeing the new generation and a self realization that MY generation has some reins on how the fate of this world will be developed. We can choose to apathetically pursue our selfish wants or we can choose to make a better impact in this world even if that impact is achieve in the most mundane and minuscule way.
I am not a child anymore... legally speaking I haven't been a child for 7 years now. Though I think like a child sometimes... maybe most of the times.
being an adult has some advantages, but that carefree childhood. that innocence, can slowly or quickly erodes away... in a way that is part of growing up. people die. disasters happen. suffering is everywhere. you question your purpose on this planet.
As one grows up the veil of reality can be lifted to reveal the ugliness of the world, but you can choose to view its beauty as well. Nevertheless, one should always choose the latter.
life is fragile, life is precious, life is mysterious, life is complicated, but one should always cherish it and also fight for it. Fight for the preservation of all life.
I need to do some more growing up, but I refuse to lose my childlike wonder.
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| change of future travel plans.
I always wanted to go to Rome, but I don't know seeing people being there when they post that sh*t up on facebook/xanga/blogs or what not and what not make me a little bit depressed. *sip haterade* Cos I'm so pathetically broke that I can't even go to the places I dreamed to go. *chugg haterade*.
So I am changing my future travel plans.
I wanna travel to even more exotic locales. And possibly never post those pictures up.
I want to go to Mogadishu and Darfur. Name me the worst place on Earth and I should be there.
and be a badass and save people's lives and what not.
If only I had superpowers.
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| my gramps turned 95 today and knows how to kill a chicken. I think if he wants to he can do it bare handed.
Even I can't do that. He is pretty badass and I hope I can reach that age someday.
Happy birthday to my father as well. He is one of my moral compass in life.
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| just at different pace.
so enjoy and cherish life.
Life is better off spent making this world a better place, enjoying the company of friends and family, and pursuing the dreams you wanted to pursue.
It's a waste of time constantly living life in dread, worries, depression, and anger.
Although a little bit of those is needed to keep you humble now and then and it keeps things in perspective.
but other than that gotta enjoy life for what it is.
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| but this was the perfect day to end a week.
I went to court on Monday to serve as Jury to stuck around for Tuesday. On Tuesday I was at the Jury box and presented my case with the judge regarding my financial hardship if I do serve as juror and my desire to serve as a juror. I got out. It was nice.
I grinded the rest of the whole work week, just to survive, make the bread make that cash.
after work since (Tuesday?) started going back to McGeorge with Brian to study for the test getting in the mode of studying for the big day.
Wednesday cried with the maja about things. havent done that in a while. New SP!
Paid Mortgage. Friday after work played some awesome FNM. I did ok 2-2, had to go against Jason at round 5, I got owned but learned how to build a better deck.
Saturday woke up at 9, went to work, Saw Allied since maternity, moved files from one storage to facility to another got a free lunch from the boss, learned a little bit more about the boss, went back to work, worked really hard. And drafted with a new friend. It was awesome. Then church, saw Ezekiel. then off to Vinche's birthday, hung out with the people I love. drank 10 ish beers. became Nonsober - Non drunk. Won tourney for beer pong(?) with Dnick. hung out with Rickee and Corr at Walmart and with Young Ho at his place to sober up.
Now. Sunday at 3:45... just wanna acknowledge on the great day for today. I liked it. It was a long and arduous week, but the Saturday was just to awesome and I just had to acknowledge it here. What a good day to end the week.
Awesome.
I am still acknowledged. I thought it was gone, but I am still acknowledge. It still there.
"you gotta have crappy days, to make awesome days count"
this doesnt make sense to you, but make perfect sense to me.
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